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When I was a little girl maybe three years old I remember being in the front yard of my home and seeing my aunt Emilia, (we called her tata) come into the yard through the gate. She did not open the gate but rather she walked right through the gate. She was in light. It was clearly her, but she did not need to open the gate. Then she walked into the house without opening the front door. I went to tell my mother that Tata was at our house but before I could speak the telephone rang and it was my other aunt, Dora telling my Mom that her sister Emilia had just passed away. I told my Mom what I had seen and my mother later explained to me that I had the ability to see spirit and that it was a gift from God. Mom said that Emilia wanted to say goodbye before she went on her journey to heaven with God. Emilia's soul had come to see my mother because she had desired to see my mother in life but was physically unable to make the trip because she had stomach cancer and could not travel or leave Puerto Rico to make the long journey to San Diego. It was this desire to see my mother that directed Tata's soul to my mother so that her hearts desire could be fulfilled before departing the earth's realm.
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My mother knew how to tell me this in such a way that it made perfect sense to me although it was not something that I ever-learned about before. To my mother this was a perfectly normal and natural part of life. She also had the ability to see energy and feel the most fundamental true feelings of another person. To my mother, Felicidad, this was a gift that had been in her family and was accepted for natural and normal. She told me that her mother and sisters also possessed this ability. This was for me the beginning of my active remembering of being able to see what other people were not seeing or sensing. This ability was something that was possessed both by my mother's female family members and my father's female family members.

In 1983 my Aunt Mary, the sister of my father passed away from breast cancer. I went to her home to handle the affairs of her estate. I remember being in her home and clearly seeing her appear in light darting through the rooms of the house. I must admit that even though I know what was happening and why, this event scared me a great deal. Aunt Mary was clearly uncomfortable with anyone going through her things. The feelings that I got from her appearance were not comforting. She was upset that we were in her home. She had been a woman that had chosen to take care of her husband at home when he became paralyzed from a lumbering accident until the day of his death. She had been diagnosed with breast cancer and refused medical treatment. Instead she treated herself at home with herbs until the day before her death. She went to the local hospital with just enough money in her purse to pay for the hospital bill. She knew the day she would die and lived according to her own choices until the day of her death. Aunt Mary had in her home albums that were about thought transference and sleep therapy. The albums were early versions of hypnosis tapes. Aunt Mary had clearly studied about the paranormal and believed in the power of the spirit. She was transporting herself to her physical home and knew how to make herself seen and her disgust and displeasure sensed.
The men in the family seemed to have an interest in psychic ability in a very different way. My father had a collection of books in his library by the Ralston Society.
When I became a young adult, I started learning the ancient healing method called Jin Shin Jhitsu, and went t through a process called rebirthing. After that experience, I started remembering being born. Or rather, I should say that I started to remember being in my mother's womb. I remembered where she was when she carried me for nine months Then I went to Puerto Rice as a tourist and could see with my eyes the places that I mother had walked when she carried me. My mother had walked a favorite place when she was pregnant with me. It was called El Dorado. This resort was on the oceanfront with a very beautiful golf course. I was drawn to go there and stroll around. I had the distinct feeling that I had been there before and yet as a point in fact the only time I had been there was when I was in my mother's womb.
Maybe the other beginning that I had was going to the Christian Science Church with my father where I learned that the mind had power over the body. I have since learned that the mind and the body are one. When the mind suffers with the loss of love and the disappointments of a marriage that is hurtful the body also suffers. The body is the mind and when you change the body, you change the mind. The most powerful way to be become intuitive is to be relaxed but how does one relax in a fast paced day that goes by too quickly without the things that needed to get done complete. How on this list of too many things to do can there also be the assignment to relax? It seems quite strange to take the time to relax or to workout or even take the time to prepare a healthy meal or a soothing cup of tea. There is always something to be read a bill to pay something to watch on television. How can just relaxing really get me anywhere? This seems to be the problem today. In my daily work as a psychic, I am faced with the anxiety of many people that are battling with the conflicting pressures of work, education, and finances, relationships that may be unhappy. In the midst of all this pressure of mind has difficulty dealing with the unknown. For example a woman is having an affair with a married man and she suffers because he does not call as often as he might have the opportunity. She wonders if he will call, will he be faithful to her, and will they eventually be married. The answers to these questions are being asked of me. How do I know the answers better than the woman that is actually living the life and seeing the man on a regular basis? It is because I am not involved emotionally, my mind-body is not afraid of being left. The anxiety of the potential abandonment does not upset my thinking or disallow me to sleep. It is because I have taken the time to meditate and relax that I am able to focus on the problem and see, or feel the future with an inner voice that is telling things that on a conscious level I have no real way of knowing. The caller realizes that my words ring true and time proves the outcome. It is not because I created the outcome but because I was able to align with the consciousness of the people involved and the divine consciousness to feel the outcomes. Clients often ask me if these outcomes can be changed. The answer is without any doubt yes. What the psychic sees is not set in stone it is rather a corridor of possibilities that exist if the course of action that the people are on continues. If there is not some sort of intervention through changing the body-mind, hypnosis, therapy, or visualization, prayer, then the outcomes remain as seen. The purpose however of intuition is to know the outcomes of problems and situations in your life and if you do not like what you are seeing that will be coming then you must take a different course. I have come to learn that it is very helpful at times to be intuitive because one becomes aware of the true intentions of other people. This awareness is evident despite the attempt to hide the agenda that is underneath the appearance of things. The intuitive person has at all times the ultimate upper hand because the person reveals themselves through the actions. No matter what the words are the intuitive person is able to see beyond the words to the real meaning behind the actions. We cannot hide our true nature; it is why you must decide if your core loves or if you are a user. Most people who are hustling for things do so because they feel on some level that they are inadequate because it does not really feel good to get things this way. The intuitive person can understand that someone in not including you and really close even when they are trying to convince you of this because of a hidden purpose that most likely serves them and not you.

The manipulator may gain a temporary advantage because of having achieved some end but the real relationship that was possible between the two people has been lost. The looser in this relationship is not the intuitive person that realizes that the hustle has taken place but the hustler has lost the opportunity to really know the other person and has been willing to accept some material item in place of a relationship with a person. This will never represent a gain to the hustler, no matter what it appears that the gain has been to the hustler. Into the life of this person will come someone that will turn the tables and take even more than what she just succeeded in taking from the other person. It is merely the law of circulation at work. You cannot stop the law of circulation. Everything is circulation. What can be controlled is what will come back, whether it will be gain or loss.

I know in my heart that even though from my childhood I was left with the feeling that I was not loved by my father. He loved me with his heart and soul and wanted only the very best for me. He watched me grow up, he provided for me. He went shopping for me, he provided clothes for me; he wanted me to be with a man that would truly be good for me. He wanted Richard Rosenthal to be a good man to me. He did not know that he would hurt me in the process even though he was a doctor and an educated man in very many ways. My father was always faithful to my mother and allowed her to pursue her own interests. He always trusted her to go to Mexico and have her friends. He never tried to stop her from exploring her own happiness if her route took her down a path that he did not elect for himself. He was a man of conviction and he only wanted to give me the very best of every thing. He wanted Margie and I to each have our own homes. This idea he expressed as he lay in the hospital bed in the Navy Hospital bed. He was very happy. Happy that we would each be able to have our own home. The coldness I felt from my father had to do with the way that he was raised. He never meant to hurt me in any way. His desire was for me to be and have only the best. He never meant to hurt me in any way. The most important thing for me to say to myself is that I am in great health and believe this plus picture myself as I want to look because as Einstein said, " The imagination is more important than knowledge."